Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Memories...!

Memories...!
I lay on the bed and close my eyes,Trying to find something new;I look at every piece of my heart u broke,I found them all chanting the name of u;Then came a piece tumbling by,It posed me a picture of my life;A pain so brittle came along with smile, with-Memories of me seeing you for the first time;I turned around and took another piece,With almost all its parts depleted by,It showed the days we sang together,A pain arose that made me shed tears in blood;The moan of another piece deafened my ears,Ran through and saw it grasping for breath,It gave me the trace of ur foot when u left,There struck a pain that almost showed me death;With every piece scattered by,Lays down my heart soaked in the blood of mine,Beating its way for the memories u gave, am-Holding life in hands just to see u back again…!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

aaj maine use bhulana chaha


aaj maine use bhulana chaha


ajj me use hamesha ke liye bhulane chala tha...uski yaado ke nisha dil se mitane chala tha ......jo shaksh kabhi meri kamjori huva karta tha ........ajj use bhula kar apni takat dikhane chala tha.....ye faisla maine badi asani se kar liya...uski har ek yaad ko sine me dafan kar liya...log puchte he kyu din raat use yaad karte ho....kyu roz use yaad kar ke jite-ji marte ho.....ab kya batau unhe ki us-se mera kya rishta jud gaya tha.....kyu vo gair meri zindgi me apno ki taraha utar gaya tha........bahut koshis ki use vapas bulane ki,par vo humse door jata raha......hamare sath bitaya huve har lamho ki yaade vo apne dil se mitata raha....ek hum hi the jo use dil ke itna karib la baithe......uske ek sath ko apni zindgi ki zarurat bana baithe.......ab aksar use yaad kar ke apni kismat pe afsos banata hu.....roz use bhulne ki kasam kha kar khudh ko thesh pahuchata hu....aab to bas yahi kar dikhana he ,kisi taraha uski yaado ko mitana he...ye kambakhat tanhaiya bhi to apni adat se baaz nahi aati he.......jab bhi humare pass ati he , apne sang unki yaade le aati he.....aur bevajaha is shant se cahehere ko ek ajib si tadap de jati he......aur in tanhaiyo ke karan hi me unhe bhulane me nakam ho jata hu.......aur unki yaad ate hi gaam aur udasi bhare samudr me kahi kho jata hu......roz unhe yaad karte huve yahi sochta hu ki kal to yakinan unhi bhula dunga....aur jab kal aata he to sochta hu aaj-ajj aur rahene do,kya huva jo thoda aur gaam ka bojh utha lunga.

Monday, May 26, 2008

lines of a lover!!




LOVE U

I really don't know how 2 start,


All i wanna say is,


u won my heart


Maybe i have many feelings to express,


But i can't, 'cos of d fear r nervousness.


I can never remember u whenever i feel,


'Cos i'll never forget u, dats my deal


U come in my dreams n giv me a smile


Which bring out tears for a while..


Everyday my heart's becoming bigger n bigger,


It's all b'cos of u my dear.


I should hv brought roses wit me


But even dey wud hv bent their heads n sat on knee..(seeing ur beauty)


Please accept my love n giv me breath,'Cos without u, i wud prefer death ...


(nice way of proposing )

na jane kab

na jane kab

Na-Jane kab is Dil ki Hasarat puri hogi,
Kab mitege Faasle aur Door ye Doori hogi?
Door rehne ki konsi aisi Majburi hogi,
Bina us k Zindagi yakeenan Adhuri hogi
Pyar to wo bhi Hum se Be-Hadd karti hai,
Aayegi tabhi jab apno ki Manzoori hogi
Agar wo nahi aa paye kisi Darr k maare,
Uski Zimmedar bhi ye Dunya Buri hogi
Phirte hain log chehre pe Ronak le ker,
Kab Door Meri Zindagi ki Be-Noori hogi ?
Na-Jane kab is Dil ki Hasarat puri hogi,
Kab mitege Faasle aur door yai doori hogi?

Sunday, May 25, 2008

My Sweetheart

My Sweetheart
So often when I am embracing you
It seems that you exist in this world
only because of me and
I exist because of you.

It's not east to wonder in this world
and not lose one's way,
but the greatest happiness of all
is in giving joy to one's beloved.
And if the king can have his Spring next,
and God can have his heaven,
then I, my sweetheart. I can love you!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

A Nice Article about Love ..by Swami Vivekananda

A Nice Article about Love ..by Swami Vivekananda

A Nice Article about Love by Swami Vivekananda I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this: "You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love." This was how I saw it: As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds. This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you . For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings. Give and don't expect. Advise, but don't order. Ask, but never demand. It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring." Passing thought... Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away..... Life is beautiful!!! Live it !!!

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I Wont Kiss Your Lips Tonight .


I Wont Kiss Your Lips Tonight .



Beauty, perfect!I name it, "You".



Sitting with your eyes closed,



Poised to be loved,



Like a little child.



On this wooden bench,



In this gulmohar grove.



Divine, between ordinary.



I wont kiss your lips tonight,



Not so soon,



Not before I play for a while.



Kissing your forehead,



Is my destiny written there?



It must be wonderful then,



I should care not



For tomorrows stacked up.



Let me play tonight!



I kiss your eyelashes,



To know the crimson dreams,



That lie within.



Your eyes still closed,



Lips anticipating,



Trembling;I love them.



I wont kiss your lips tonight,



Not so soon,



Not before I play for a while.





Naughty,I confess I am.



Heartless,Oh! don't call me that.



Now, I can feel your every breath,



Still a whisker apart,



I love it when you give up.



Your eyes open slowly,



Beads of tears,



Kissed away with care.



Complaints piercing in my eyes.



My little child.



No, not yet!



Not until you surrender



In my arms, completely.



Not until,You whisper your wish In my cheeks.



And then i shall kiss your lips,



But not before I play for a while...





(Isnt this post very romantic guys?? do comment!)